All Over the Map
By Georgie Bright Kunkel
We often think that life should begin with loving parents and progress onward and upward, right? But that is not how it always happens. Sometimes we move inward for a time and it takes trust in people and the world outside ourselves to reach out and become what we are destined to become. Much of what we are is what is in our genes but the part of us that can be molded is still there to use--to bend and twist into what we end up with as adults.
Parts of my being did not fully emerge until a little later in life but that being was always there, ready to unfurl like the tendrils of a plant reaching for the sun. Then nothing could stop me thinking about the world in broad terms as if everyone on earth was waiting for me to unfold. There were hints of what I was to become very early and even if I didn’t know it myself, I was evidencing my spirit—my “what I wanna be” talents. Even they were somewhat skewed and not evenly distributed but I was able to use them instinctively without appreciating what I really had inside me.